Friday, October 20th, 2006
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Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
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12:59 pm - music ANyone
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hey yo i am at home right now cause my throat hurts and plus i really feel sick at the moment i was just wonderin if anyone had any good music to reccomend to me?!?!?!?!?!?!?! thanx
peace
tosh
current mood:  sick..and poopy.....
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Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
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10:30 am - SADNESS AND DISSTRESS!!!!
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Hey everyone......well i know i avent updated in a long while but i think that what i am gonna say means alot to me..so ....i think that i am gonna vent about how sacred i am if bush gets re-elected ........i know that there are so many out there that really love bush, whick i dont understand at all!!!!! and i am not trying to make enemies i just what to express how i feel!!
I just dont like the fact that so many people like bush just because he is christain....it makes no sence....he could say he is a christian and make so many stuip decions! he is completely making a mess of our country and putting us in billions of dollars of dept, and making it so that health care is not a vailable to the lower income poeple......and it makes no sence, cause they are the poeple who need it the most, all of the programs for the lower income people are being torn away from them, so soon they will have nothing and then grow ot be drug dealers, and not have the same chance as middle class citizens. I dont want some one who doesnt care about these issues our presedent........all he is focusing on is oil...war.....abortion..and gay marraige...when we should be focus ing on the fact that since he made the choice to go to war that now we are one of the most hated countries!!!!!!! I know that it may be hard for many of you to understand but all of this is true..why would i lie about it..i dont care how you may feel i just know that if he gets re-elected...i dont know what i am gonna do ..i have had hard times..and i know what i tis like to struggle.....so i am most concerned with these issues......bush is a power craving....control craving..war craving president and we really need someone who can think strait ...instead of jumping into somehting an dnot thinking of the outcome.......!!!!!!!!!!so i really hoope that when you read this it makes you think....ecause bush is gonna take away all of our rights as americans......and i hope to GOD that he is not our president for another term!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! leave yer comments and tell me how oyu feel but dont hate!!!!!!i am just as intitled to my opion as you!!!
peace
tosh
current mood:  distressed
current music: ROCK AGAINST BUSH!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, August 31st, 2006
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11:12 pm - hahaha
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OK SO I'M NOT SO EMO.....WHAT ARE YA GONNA DO...I CAN HAVE MY MOMENTS THO!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  ok....still tear sniffle sniff
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7:54 pm - Emo-me
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well its been a long long time since i have written in the lj.....but i really need to vent right now.....manoman.....right now i just feel like i have no one.....ya know all my friends are busy...and dont bother ta call..i dont know i miss all of them sop much i figure that if i call i will seem like desprate or something ya know...caus ei feel like since i have a boyfriend right now and i have obligations to him..i neglected my friends for the last part of the year..ya know and if you were one of them i am sorry...but just talking to him when i have problems doesnt help anymore...i need my friends and it hurts to think that i have hurt them in anyway....so if i hurt you i am sorry!!!!!!!!!
My whole family is freaking out about everything..i gotta get a job...i am asking for stuff continually..i am ungreatful..and i know i have been asking for a lot....and i need ot get my grades up and i have to get my liscence..but i am scared to grow up..and they dont understand..!!I used to be able to vent to my mom..but know it seems like since i have a boyfriend she thinks i am this evil teenager, and i am like frickin worthless..i know i should be alot more respectful to my parents and whatnot..and i am gonna try but i just wish they would get off my back!i am gonna work on all that stuff but i am sure we all now it takes time!!!and matts another story is the best thing that has happened to my life for a long time...but he doesnt help me when i have a prob..he just says "i love you, and i am sorry!" i mean wouldnt that get old to you?????well it does to me and i just need someonne to tlak to! ya know!!!jeez..whateva..i am sorry i am acting so EMO..but i have no one else to talk to so i am gonna go cry or draw...or something! peace up a town down!!!!!!
toosh!!
current mood: Alone..and tired!
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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
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10:17 pm - I"M BACK!!!!!
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well people i have been real busy lately but i am finally updating..i have been in calli at a camp with annie....it was fun sorta but i was extremely homesick!!!! and i really didnt want to be there..but ayway yeah so i figure man i need to update....so what is up with everyone is the only question i have...how is summer goin...man i have missed so much i need ta talk to tons of people....if you read this call me and anyone who wants to hang should give me a jinggle!!!!!!sooooooo what to write about....well anniw an di had an ok time we made so laffs ..and we had some hard times but even tho it was the hardest week of my life..i am glad god tested me....i was truely ment to be there i guess...even if i didnt want to be!!!!!yeah there were tons of hatt guys......i mena TONS..but there were also tons of nice guys toooo!!!! haha and there was this spanish guy from spain named GIRRRRRRRRmo he was so funny cause he couldnt speak english so well and he mixed words up and i tried to speak spanish to nhim and i am only in spanish 1 so hahah its pretty fun nny!!!!..k well i am tired so i will go to bed....I AM SO HAPPY TO BE BACK!!!call me jussie....oh an dtuija ..and aggie..and olyvia..and who ever else!!!!(ry ry)
current mood:  cheerful
current music: welcome back-mase
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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
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12:05 am - IM BACK!!!!
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man i am back from camping but i am so lazy so i will post later about what happened...so anyway i thought you should all know that i had an apselutaly great time and i am alive...so anyway it is late and i shall go to bed!!!
tosh
current mood:  anxious
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Monday, July 24th, 2006
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9:42 pm - my sad sad life
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9:39 pm - REIINNNNN RIVER DAYS!!!!
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hey there everyone how tis this HOT HOTTTTT summer day going for you..i am packing becuase tomarrow i am gonna go camping with jussie..it shall be grand!!i am super excited! so i can t get on line for a while but ..anywya today i went to renton river days and i got my face painted!!!! i had the best time with matt and oan , kery and eric and patty and some guy patty brung!!anywya i had a super time but it was very hott!!!!! anyway i have nothing better to write about so i shall go!! good bye to all!!
tosh
current mood: I feel grateful for matt
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Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
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11:01 am - BUTT ASS NAKEDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!
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yesterday i went over to matts house cause he asked me if i wanted to go to band practice..so i figure what the hell! anyway so i show up at matts and we hang there for a while then we decide its time tog o catch the bus to seattle! so when we get to seattle we want to go play in the fountain!hahahah so we do and we were just about to stop playin in the ofuntain when this guy from channel four news asdks us if we wanna play somemore so he can get us on tape! so were like HELL YEAH!!! and he says that we will be on the 11 oclock news...!!(i never got to see that..so if you did..post a comment!) so anway then we were like freezing and we wanted to change so matt went to the bathroom and they wouldnt let him use it..(at the hotel) so i said jsut change right here..i will hold the towel up! so anyway he started but he couldnt really do it so i had to help him put his pants on...he was butt ass naked..undre a towel! it was funny but anywya so ther we are changing him and this bus pulls up right next to us and was laFF ing there asses of it was so funny!! they were taping it and everything! grrr....whateva it was some funny shit!!Then we show up to band practice and leisa matts ex is there..and i thought it was gonna be all wierd but it was awesome...i like the badn a lot!!! and they are super good too!!!! but anywya! i better go i am gonna go to bell square todya with jussie!
tosh
current mood:  crazy
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Friday, July 21st, 2006
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6:25 pm - New Icon!
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howdy all........today i went to coulon....but the problem was i was alone with 4 boys who were 12 years old...we were gonna go to that new water park but the session was too full so we ended up just going to the beach!!i got a bit tan!!that is about allthat is good about it!lol
so anyway i havent much to write about i did change my icon tho!!DO YOU LIKE?????? i thoughtit was cute well gotta go k talk to y all later!!!!!
tosh!
current mood: cheerful
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006
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1:53 pm - WHOE!!!
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9:57 am - brittany eh????
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
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6:45 pm - emo chips
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hey all what is up in yer world.....man today was pretty fun i just went to livverz house and we are hangin out....its been a long time!!!i misses our long nights cuddling..lol jk...not really i am not homosexual!!!lol so anyway i watched freaky friday and um just hung out with her...we did nails..it was super exciting..oh yeah and we watched the days..that new show, she recorded it, but the night before, i watched it with jussie!!!!!!i love it! well other than that i have been driving myself crazy thining about matt.....but he cant know this! cause if he knows this, than he will know that he has me wipped..sad huh!?!?!?! i love him with all my heart, i hope that we are together forever, wich is really hard to do cause we are so young ya know! i just wish that everything would be perfect forever, but people change, and the future can hold dissapointment!it hurts tho! i just cant let myself worry about it ,ya know, were is that gonna get me!?!?!? NOWHERE!!! so enough about matt....this summer has been super duper..oh yeah and don gets back tomarrow....he wants all of ya all to go icescating at castle ice tomarrow at 2 CASTLE ICE TOMARROW AT 2!!!!!!!!
silly .......i am silly..." I'm in a glass case of emotion" that would make me emo right??lol Have you seen that movie anchorman....if not it is the best movie go to see it right now!!!GODDAMN IT GO SEE IT!!!!GRRR!!!!!!! lol not really but hey i thought it was funny! laff....i laff.......hhmmhh ithinki will go get some chips ...mmmmmmmmmm chips are good..k i am done..i am so freakin random..I LOVE IT!!lol k love you all...peace out!
tosh
current mood:  mischievous
current music: emery-walls
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Monday, July 17th, 2006
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11:06 pm
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well today was super fun...i slept in and then i got to go to south center to go SHOPPING!!!!!!! i love shopping it is tons of fun!! i went to go look for some summer clothes...and stuff like that! I Whore my new plade skirt...hahah i loooked liek a school girl it was so kinky!!!hehehehehehe I havent heard from matt yet today but its ok cause we are supposed to be on a little break from each other ...we ahve been hangin out alot lately!!so i guees he wants some time with friends..i dont care either way but it is kinda boring not having to wait by the phone every second for his call..lol yeah i am pethedic!!jeez..i have no life...well i gues you all know know that i have a whol;e week open..so please call me so i am not thinking about matt the whole time...call me!!CALL ME!!!!!i need to keep myself busy!!! anyway..ya know when after a while fo being taken you dont seem to notice when guys check you out?????well todya was th efirst time in i dont know how long i actually noticed some pretty sexy guys check me out.....and it felt damn good...i felt so sexy!! My mom and i were driving back from tocoma and we were on the free way and this car full of guys pulle dup next o us..and started yellin out the window at me..and smilin and askin for my number..it felt so great!!!! i dotnknow i guess i just miss matt alot..and i need to keep my mind on someethin so i choose other guys...lol well oh yeah and then also while on the free way my mom and i were listen to a cd i made..and the B.I.G came on "big papa" so we were both like awwww..and we started dancin..hahah and this mexica guy and his woman started laFFin at us...hahah i felt stupit..they were prolly thinin man two white chicks dancin ta that?????lol well i guess this is a bit confusing..so i will just stop!!!!!love oyu all PLEEESE CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tosh
current mood: anxious
current music: big papa-biggy smalls!
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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6:01 pm - PASTACHIOS AND WEAT THINS!!!
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well yesterday was pretty exciting...not really but me matt alex and jussie all went to the beach yesterday ..it ws fun but, it was also kinda cold! ya know!!!anyway we stayed ther for a few hours..and then we ended up leaving at like 4:30....um jussie mom dropped us off...anyway matt came over for a while and his mom came to get him!! at like 9:00 i went over to jussie and spent the night. We did the usual...bein random! i ate like a milllion pastachios and weat thins..good combo eh?????hehehehe
anywa then today i basacally stayed home all day...i slep for like 2 hours and i made rice..oh and i cleaned and took a shower..fun days huh????lol k well i am out..peac up a town down!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: slow motion..juvanile(sp)
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Thursday, July 13th, 2006
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10:25 pm - supercalafragalisticexbealadosous!
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today was pretty fun hahaha i basically waited until like 11 for matts phone call cause i new he wnated to come over....my dad was not home so he had to ride the bus.haha so we figured he could do it...ya know he is a big boy..but know my dad got home and we were supposed to go and pick him up at the bus stop by my house...so we go and he isnt there...then we go and look around for a while...but we decide to wait for a phone call....anywya we go home and my brother is sittingin the front yard yelling matts here!!looser had to walk all the way from like coulon to my house, and if you dotn know where i live let me just tell you that is pretty far.....and its all hills!!!! poor guy....i felt so bad..but it was his fault he took the wrong bus!!! grr...anywya so for the reat of the day we hung out in the sun, and then tuija called to see if we wanted to swim with her at hazen....so we went to do that!!it was fun!!! I know my day want very exciting but i was with matt and so it was great...i really love him...and i cant imagine life without him! it just hurts thinking baout it! i truely hope that everyone in the world can be as lucky as i have been with matt...i mean it is my first boyfriend and it turns out to be my first love......how excellent is that! i feel blest to have wonderful friends and family and a wonderful boyfriend!!!!!
~~~~well on another note...i eat icecream witha fork..is that so wrong????????
~~~~I really like chocolate....
~~~~smells liek teen spirit?????
~~~~What exactly does teen spirit smell like???
~~~~ GOOD NIGHT I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!SWEET DREAMS!!!!!!!
~tosh
current mood: cranky
current music: shcoolyardheros!!!!- THE BOYFRIEND SONG!!
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
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11:36 pm
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Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
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10:48 pm - My last two days!fun fun times!!!!!??????!
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well yesterday i went to wild waves with matt...it was ufn, we spend an entireday there from like 4 to like 5.......it wasnt that nice out so we got real cold and spent most of the time in the hot tub..or eating!!hahahahah the whole time i spen helping matt check out girls and thir butts...nice huh..helping ym boyfriend check out girls..he tried to help me with the guys but there were not any!! ya know i figure that we are at a place surrounded by hott girls its not like he isnt gonna look so i figure i would rather let him do it wiht me that with a guy friend ya know kinda to let him get it out of his system!!i am so wierd i mean what girl would do that besides me!!????matt is damn lucky!!!grr.....oh and that morning when my dad dropped me off matt cooked me breakfast..how sweet is that?!?!?! ANYWYA WHEN WE GOT BACK HIS MOM AND MATT AND I MADE STIRFRY ..SHE TRIED TO TEACH US HOW ...i did most of the work..but ya know whateva..it was really good...then jackson came over and we watched donny darcko!!!it is the best movie in the entire world!then joan his mom took me home.....
so the next dy today matt had to be home all day to work off the money he spent on mine and his tickets for wild waves...so i called tuija and we decided to go to the mall to hang out and pretend i was single for a day( just flirting dont worry matt!!!!!!) we had an excellent time.....so we came back to her house and i am in th eprocess of spending the night!!so that has been my life for the past two days exciting eh???????/well.....................i love youall i will update again soon i promise!!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MATT!!!!!
~tosh
current mood: horny
current music: pony....-genuine!!i told oyu i was horny!!!!
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